ewwSUCKERS

now with this new domain.
only MAY-EN know.
time to rant my ass off.

ihate people asuming me of something.

igotten silver blah
choir people in my class console me.

they gotten brnz
igo console them

im LABELED hao lian .
GET A LIFE MAN GIRLFRIENDSS !.

you think i want to haolian to you all.
arghh . life is so unfair.

ireally hate this whole
CO VRS BND VRS CHR
affair maannnnnnn

ilove band
ihate band for the fact its BAND
a blahish cca .
gahhhhhhh

seriously i want to quit band right after syf
asuming that we will get gwh and imhappy

but shessshh i gotten silver.
iwant to try again.
but next chance is on 2009.

arghh can i die.
why do people like to bring me down.

im i god's toy ?
why everyone's life so perfect.
my just suck .

why do they say i haolian.
why do dont feel that co-rians are haolian

why are they so whatever
and achieve more
why do i concern so much
and get so little.

why didnt ithink !
why dont ihave a life !
ITS MY LIFE.
BUT ITS MADE OTHERS STORY.
ifeel manupliated or something.

mann. make them disapear.
or just me rot die BLAH .

the world hates me.
its not a secret

ilove the world .
but people just like to think like wise


pls help me get out this misery.
ihate myself for living a life i cant control.

being broken isnt the end,
its about taking the pieces
and making them into
something beautiful
-
sure ? ( NOT.)

and so they took away my penknife and
razor.
i used a scissors instead to just .

im becoming sadist.
THIS SUCKS.
LIFE SUCKS.
shit im sadist again.

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