we need a new ending,
smile darling,
i have moved on.


"before we go,
we could reminise alittle





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May 2006,
June 2006,
July 2006,
August 2006,
September 2006,
October 2006,
November 2006,
December 2006,
March 2007,
April 2007,
May 2007,
June 2007,
July 2007,


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Thursday, May 31, 2007

recovered my links,
- friend links only -

my only friends are blogskinners/musicians or just msn rant-ers.
tell me if i spell your name wrong
or you want to be more then just -a woodgrove blah blah-
if you remember a link i use to have in juvenilejournalismm
or you want to request a link,
tag ! (:

yes im very lonely =X

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

hey yah !
this whole holiday ( so far ) have been like boo, nothing.
other then just watching 18jinbujin
and veronica mars season three.
not much to say so why not
talk about band on monday.
so yah i fell in late and the sec threes were like
" oh he shld like do pumping "
" aye aye pumping can cheat leh "
- thinks wtf -
" aiyh, just give him 10 rounds "
- faints -
" aiyh you go run two rounds "
- ok ! (: -

urm yah so after the running,
sec threes meeting right.
aaron late - science project.
ME AND FOUR JUNIORS.

i really cant connect with those juniors.
i teach them something, they dont understand.
aaron teach them something
/THESAME THING using the SAME METHOD.
they understand. they fooling with me ?
okay dont care *them.

sinkin's the best.
even though she's not as talented as liana,
cant hit those highest of notes as amirah,
dont seem as enthu as xingquan, - headdesk -
she's the best anywaaaaaaaaaay
so she's in 2nd righttttt ?
im in 3rd. =\
aiyh i want her as my junior !

OH crap.
so i was saying i was teaching four juniors of the french horn section 2007 =\
okay so i actually written awhole
set of notes on how to teach them,
didnt quite work.
i shld have listen to siyuan's advice. he said it wouldnt quite work.
so urm yah. it really didnt work.
they were LAUGHING AND LAUGHING.

- faints/ can i slap them? -
god-like-voice ; urm no?
- fine ! -

so i just tried my best.
i try to teach them like how shy taught me.
they dont get it !
when aaron came in.
he was like oh no you shld teach.
i was oh nononoo, you SHOULD teach.
but he still let me teach.
=\ okay i try.
AHHH he also finds it pathetic
so he taught the juniors. ; D
the juniors like suddenly WOOH
they like suddenly KNOW EVERYTHING.
everything as in EVERYTHING
softaccentslurcresendoscalesmoderato
EVERYTHING !
other then playing that is =\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

so i thought i needed to hide my face somewhere,..
i took my horn/file out
and i saw the percussionist and clarinetist.
saw i wanted to combine with them.
but i thought that i shld go out and warm up first.
so i went out. SCALES.
2 and 3/8 AHA !
one more ;D
and then i did my heroic
AWFUL BOO PLAN THE PERFECT MURDER ON ME.
yup i lost it all :(
i saw the juniors coming out from a break.
i then went in and played with aaron

side note, caroline/amirah(clarinet)/me have been
having 'fun' with the music room door LOL

aaron is awsome as usual.
he has already started to sound like god in pirates!
ok, back to the drawing boardscores for me.
and the juniors went in back after the break.
the sec threes came back too.

hmm.. lets leave this blank =\
so more people/more stands.
i wenta take more stands.
guoqiang ; its not that the sec ones have attiude..
xxxxxx ; they really have attitude okay ?
hmm okay...

i went back set up chairs/stands in the room.
blah blah buddy system.
aaron/binni taught amirah.
yihuan taught liana
gladys taught xingquan - headdesk -
ME urm i mean ,
i taught shikin : DDDDDDDDDDD

i went out side with shinkin to the music room.
clarinetist/percusionist.
- we will be louder then them righttt shikin ? -
shikin - innocent smile .
- rightt..... -
anywayyssss. the percussionist/clarinetist syf participants
combine for heroic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i DONT CARE HOW AWFUL I SOUND.
i joined in =X pardon me. so bhb .
so apparently i was a laughing stock to everyone.
but i still pulled it off.
:DD
anywayss.
its just that shikin, you gotta work hard !.

xingquan - headkeyboard -

GOODBYE.
imiss them argh !
yes, them
justusfive
just them four.
:( plus one
show me the way,
i will try to get there

Monday, May 28, 2007

> >
X X X X


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AIYH BORED. dont want do alr.
hais

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i just wasted ALOT of money (:
so brought two sets of the puzzles.
i screwed the first set by using the wrong glue.
and then i i brought and made a new set.
then my brother said you could wash those japanese puzzles with water
WTF !
i have one extra set of puzzles. how cute ?
wanna buy ? : D
oh you dont know what puzzles?
monday you will know (:<
< insert some whiny muffin phrase here ;

Saturday, May 26, 2007

LOL YAY PUZZLE
may-en and caroline dont tell arh
aha ! yay ! shhhhh..

Friday, May 25, 2007


two more months >:D
we are gonna be EVEN better then that

Thursday, May 24, 2007



click image for bigger view

http://www.blogskins.com/info/141827/

skin link


it didnt get sotd.
iknow it is one.


oh' i miss you so much
what have i done ?
my bestfriend,
my partner in crime.


defintly not lyrics.
definitly something i said

Wednesday, May 23, 2007









iwant buy nylon argh !






http://www.blogskins.com/info/141827/
basically this skin is a colobaration bewteen me and may-en
collobartion or something.
urm yah but i wanted her to submit it.
so i want her to get the SOTD i think it deserves actually
so urm yah give it a fiveeee pls
i know that skin is defintly not fiveeee/perfect
but i think it really deserves a sotd.
i never gotten a sotd
but i believe those few skins i made are sotd material
but didnt get it since i WAS a twit.
but i understand how i sound so whiny
and upset i couldnt get a taste hell of sotd.
but.
IT REALLY DESERVES A SOTD KAY ?
jia you may-en (:

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

ineed bigger posting area for big photos i have
arghh
skin, love !
posting area. OH GOD !

and oh,

IM GOING TO




3N1
oh fuck

Sunday, May 20, 2007







picscam. THIRD POST OF THE DAY oh well

AND THE DIFFERENCE BEWTEEN A CHILDREN'S HORN AND A HORN LIKE BINNI'S
AND THE DIFFERENCE BEWTEEN BUFFET AND HOLTON =X













BUFFET / CHILDREN'S HORN
SEE THE DIFFERENCE
although both pictures were taken badly.
it could be seen which horn is more :D
but i love them anyway.

i just made my class blog.
iwill be managing it until sec three
then i delete it :D
and hell i just remember how good i used to make skins.
http://blogskins.com/info/120581
seeeee !
aiyh then so i want to try to make those skins again
then i realised
MY BROTHER DELETE ALL MY BRUSHES
SHWEET THANKS BOOOOOOOOOO !
aiyh really need to ask may en to teach me
how to make blogs skins like how i taught diana last time.
maple sucks lar kay makes me ferget my sec one maths and blogskinner skills.
or i shldnt blame maple cos im the idoit who wants to be obessed with it.
panicking right now. 2months to learn how to play a good old pirate song.
boooohooooo ! so fast. aiyh ><

TWO OCTAVES ! HALF MORE TO GO ..
URM SO CALLED =S
we are gonna do this darian !

[ ]gotten a refferal
[x]gotten a detention
[x]gotten your cellphone taken away
[ ]gotten suspended
[x]chewed gum in class

3 so far

[ ]been late in class more then 10 times
[x]didnt do hmwk more then 5 times
[ ]returned more then 5 projs late
[x]missed sch cos you felt like it.
[x]skipped class more then 3 times
[x]laughed so hard you were kicked out of class.

7 so far ( oh my ! )

[ ]got your mum/dad to get you out of sch
[x]texted people during classes
[x]passed notes
[x]threw stuff across the classroom
[x]laughed at the teacher

11 so far ( oh my god ! )

[ ]pulled the firealarm
[x]went on myspace,friendster, blogger et cetra at school
[x]took pics during school hours
[x]called someone during school hours
[x]listened to mp3 during school hours
[ ]hit teacher with with textbook < HUH ?!

15 so far ( shit D: )

[x]threw something at a teacher < she/he didnt know;D
[x]went out a classroom without permission
[x]broke the dresscode
[ ]ate food during class < prisch yes, secsch no.

17 so far

[ ]gotta call home
[ ]couldnt go to a field trip because you were badly behaved
[x]didnt bring stuff to school
[x]gotten detention and didnt go
[ ]used passes from other days/ make fake passes
[x]cursed in class so loudly a teacher can hear.

20 so far ( phew ! )

[x]slept in class
[x]threw paper balls at teacher < she/he didnt know
[ ]threaten by a teacher
[ ]felt hungry during class and went home to eat < go home just to eat? siao arh ?
[x]treated teacher as invisible < 2E3 do that to EVERYYYYY teacher (:

total 23;

times your total by 3
which is 69.
which is im 69% hated in school.
oh well expected...
OK FROM mayen's blog !

___________________________________________

and so i brought home binni's horn for the weekend.
was so easy to play compared to the children's horn.
but in terms of tunning.
iwould be in more tune in the children's horn.
oh well.!
my heroic saga now sounds so bad.
my the before H that part i can play so nice lar k before syf.
NOW ?
bah la bah bah bah ekk ekk ekk bah bah bahh~
eww lar kay !

gotten to work hard and play pirates of the caribean or something.
now have to work own self very hard.
binni so far.
im with yihuan and lily.
so scary. idont dare ask yihuan
then lily i scared she better then me.
hais

anyway...
hmm nothing.
kay bye !

Thursday, May 17, 2007
x

Monday, May 14, 2007

when she cries
i pledged to smile.
she cried
i didnt smile
but yet i decide
to feel bad for
whatever happened
to her.

" get me out of mind
get you out of those clothes "

Sunday, May 13, 2007


i have a question. anyone can answer. and you may answer anonymously if you'd like
what do you dream of? honestly

ITS NOT A FASHION STATEMENT
THNKS FR TH MMRSS
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
yay i was a music whore last night..
and a ripper.. shh !
ok got to go . BUHBYES
- CLICKS PUBLISH -

Saturday, May 12, 2007

you said plz because its shorter then please, but you make me say no because its shorter then yes.
RAWR TWITS. YAH SPECIFIC ONES. NOT EVERYONE.

Friday, May 11, 2007
x

are you sick ?
why do you so enjoy tearing someone down ?
espicially in those pathetic ways
that is able to bring one down.
why are you so sick.
i could be me all along.
but you could lead til whats right.
we could just try.
or maybe just fake that effort.
and thats all i ask of you,
just make me alittle more it
and make yourself alittle another.

this few days have been the almost perfect
but just ruined by just littlest things.
yesturday. its the last day of exams.
its an art exam.
an exam that idont find a chore or whatso ever.
was so happy as i was going to do this and go home
and ferget abt the exams and just blog or play.
but ruined ruined ruined..
x2 drew something.
he/she will fail with.
so i talked to x2 about it
" i drew this because ilove band,
you dont love liao meh ? "

today..
my mum's birthday..
we went out for dinner.
my father just some sort of spoiled it.
my mother was like wtf !
and start scolding me and my father
why me ?
because of my leg hurting ?
yah whatever man ?!
GTFO.
iwant to just die.
so suicidal/ pathetic/ whatever kind..
BLAH

ijust want you to know that i will be
making a story about my life with sims2
it would be published on the end of this year.
iwant be starting on it til i get a new graphic card
which is very soon.
ok all the best to you guys.
im going to ..
OH SHUT UP !
* (*)caroline .. just signed in *
littlest things i just cared so much about.

band is re opening soon.
bittershweet moments.
french horn section. hmm
binni, gladys, yihuan, aaron, marissa, weiyong.
how will the section be run ?
we i be apart of it.
hope so..
how about the band.
will i be apart of it too ?

what is going to happen i dont know.
like stuff like
will i start having
my reccesses in the bathroom stalls.
will i just breakdown someday.
will i go into three express two
what kind of subjs will ibe taking
am i really going to go worth as an aspiring journalism
or am i just going take what is available
and do the things im only capable of.
what kind of life am i living ?

ireally want to know.
im still waiting for an answer Xs..


oh hello beautiful

x

are you sick ?
why do you so enjoy tearing someone down ?
espicially in those pathetic ways
that is able to bring one down.
why are you so sick.
i could be me all along.
but you could lead til whats right.
we could just try.
or maybe just fake that effort.
and thats all i ask of you,
just make me alittle more it
and make yourself alittle another.

this few days have been the almost perfect
but just ruined by just littlest things.
yesturday. its the last day of exams.
its an art exam.
an exam that idont find a chore or whatso ever.
was so happy as i was going to do this and go home
and ferget abt the exams and just blog or play.
but ruined ruined ruined..
x2 drew something.
he/she will fail with.
so i talked to x2 about it
" i drew this because ilove band,
you dont love liao meh ? "

today..
my mum's birthday..
we went out for dinner.
my father just some sort of spoiled it.
my mother was like wtf !
and start scolding me and my father
why me ?
because of my leg hurting ?
yah whatever man ?!
GTFO.
iwant to just die.
so suicidal/ pathetic/ whatever kind..
BLAH

ijust want you to know that i will be
making a story about my life with sims2
it would be published on the end of this year.
iwant be starting on it til i get a new graphic card
which is very soon.
ok all the best to you guys.
im going to ..
OH SHUT UP !
* (*)caroline .. just signed in *
littlest things i just cared so much about.

band is re opening soon.
bittershweet moments.
french horn section. hmm
binni, gladys, yihuan, aaron, marissa, weiyong.
how will the section be run ?
we i be apart of it.
hope so..
how about the band.
will i be apart of it too ?

what is going to happen i dont know.
like stuff like
will i start having
my reccesses in the bathroom stalls.
will i just breakdown someday.
will i go into three express two
what kind of subjs will ibe taking
am i really going to go worth as an aspiring journalism
or am i just going take what is available
and do the things im only capable of.
what kind of life am i living ?

ireally want to know.
im still waiting for an answer Xs..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

hais.
finished everything except for art in the exam weeks.
tmr is art and is ok to me.
other subjs are managable.
iwill pfail some..
but wont fail badly.

really not in the mood to finish the blogskin.
and so i was saying that ifinished all exams accept art.
so finally decided to go blog surfing.
oh greats.
shldnt have.
so past by alot of blogs.
and then read and all sorts of stuff.
then see some postes concerning me and all that.
shit im down again.
im being too arghh liao i know.
im a sucker at life lar kay.

so tired right now. but i have to do more prep work for art.
gah. twits.
stop labeling me !


aiyh. i was happy leh. then saw the postes.


*sorry maannn
my friends was like calling to treat Xs like norm.
but i cant lar ok.
then what lar X1.
X1 like look for me when no X2 lor kays
which is so irritating.
like when X1 bored
then like BLAH my ass
then what man.
X3 why shld i smile.
ijust sad over personal matters.
why must i be happy.
how norm can it go that way.
smile. smile when disaster strikes on Xs?
this whole italic part is nothing actually.
this matters may not even exsist.
this is not hatred.
this is ..
still not apologizes nor insisting forgiveness.
but Xs still did nothing to explain.
i asked them
..
wait
why do YOU PEOPLE have so much to ask man ?
xiuen what is your problem man ?
splashed paint on me.
insulted me in your pathetic haolian chinese.
WTF CAN. ?
sebastain sebastain.
IDIDNT STEAL YOUR GIRLFRIEND MAN.
SHE'S NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND
NOR MINE GOD .
XS . rants and complains above.
...
after exams have to go band again.
go band yay. play instrument. FINALLY.
but .. not keen in interacting socialy in band.
which is a must..
sometimes just want to die lar kay.
but just ><
..
make me smile.
cos inever smiled

sing me something.
cos im hearing enough

put me to sleep.
you give me sleepless nights

disapear ! for me
and thats all i ask from you.

OMG ! WHY ?
explaination pls?
* insert some lame excuse in twit *
what can i say.

explaination pls?
* insert some chinese insults in highpitch *

explaination pls?
* insert some stuff like why did you steal my girlfriend. i will kill you *
santa, i dont want a girlfriend.
iwant the poor guy to have a life
awwwwwwwwh
NO I WANT A LIFE MAN GUYS SUCKERS

this is not a like i hate someone post lar kay.
this is just a post to tell those Xs and Classmates what i want.

sometimes the littlest things take me there.
it's lame but so true.
but then again littlest things are not even available.
dreams when things have to start things.
sometimes i just wish we could just pretend.
we love each other.
but we hatedislike each other
but its better so we wont have any fights.

its better not to understand
but anyway you dont understand what i written
likes just pretend..
AFTER I GET MY EXPLAINATION.
die ! disapear !
curses to you me, truly.

Friday, May 04, 2007

hey.
new skin ehh.
yah. give me a weekend and it will be done.
see the picture
IMADE IT HAH !
imade it so cartoonist rgiht
aiyh i so proud larh kays.
anyway give me this weekend. i will finish it.
oh and see the codes.
familiar?
RIPPED AHA.
really bored of making my own codes.
but getting used to making my own pics
aha !

[giovialita, dont be sad because its over
smile because it happened. giovialita II..]
suddenly rmb this line. lolllllll

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
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You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

Art

100%

Journalism

100%

Linguistics

92%

Theater

92%

Biology

83%

Anthropology

83%

Chemistry

83%

Engineering

83%

Philosophy

75%

English

75%

Dance

75%

Mathematics

75%

Sociology

75%

Psychology

75%

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