are you sick ?
why do you so enjoy tearing someone down ?
espicially in those pathetic ways
that is able to bring one down.
why are you so sick.
i could be me all along.
but you could lead til whats right.
we could just try.
or maybe just fake that effort.
and thats all i ask of you,
just make me alittle more it
and make yourself alittle another.

this few days have been the almost perfect
but just ruined by just littlest things.
yesturday. its the last day of exams.
its an art exam.
an exam that idont find a chore or whatso ever.
was so happy as i was going to do this and go home
and ferget abt the exams and just blog or play.
but ruined ruined ruined..
x2 drew something.
he/she will fail with.
so i talked to x2 about it
" i drew this because ilove band,
you dont love liao meh ? "

today..
my mum's birthday..
we went out for dinner.
my father just some sort of spoiled it.
my mother was like wtf !
and start scolding me and my father
why me ?
because of my leg hurting ?
yah whatever man ?!
GTFO.
iwant to just die.
so suicidal/ pathetic/ whatever kind..
BLAH

ijust want you to know that i will be
making a story about my life with sims2
it would be published on the end of this year.
iwant be starting on it til i get a new graphic card
which is very soon.
ok all the best to you guys.
im going to ..
OH SHUT UP !
* (*)caroline .. just signed in *
littlest things i just cared so much about.

band is re opening soon.
bittershweet moments.
french horn section. hmm
binni, gladys, yihuan, aaron, marissa, weiyong.
how will the section be run ?
we i be apart of it.
hope so..
how about the band.
will i be apart of it too ?

what is going to happen i dont know.
like stuff like
will i start having
my reccesses in the bathroom stalls.
will i just breakdown someday.
will i go into three express two
what kind of subjs will ibe taking
am i really going to go worth as an aspiring journalism
or am i just going take what is available
and do the things im only capable of.
what kind of life am i living ?

ireally want to know.
im still waiting for an answer Xs..


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