im going for hiatus, but i dont understand why im posting now.
band is not band anymore. the seniors i know love before giovialita more.
but i think a few days before syf is the best. before syf, im starting to play well.
thats really something really happy.
i have friends. im an idoit at school. so much fun/so much love.
now ? after syf. like i suddenly at world's end like that.
i sound like shit and juniors laugh at me hahaha.
i dont have any fucking friends. woohoo.
istarting to do well for my subjs except chinese.
my form teacher thinks im a nutcase and want me to tell
her my problems i will be sent to the pshictrist( sp ) or something.
so wierd lar. hais. then band ?
i actually ask jade how to skip band.
what a idoit i have been.
hais but aaron and marissa are the best lar.
they persuade me to go for awhile.
then i go lor. at first it really sucked lar.
i really .. sectionals..
aaron / juniors
binni / score study
gladys / " "
yihuan / " "
marissa / " "
me / i dont know wht to do larrrrr
ikeep playing heroic since i think im so good at it.
NOT ! but aiyhhhh
xingquan lost his mouthpiece..
he comes up to me like
iwant pay i want pay.
righttt..
i lost my mouthpiece before.
but instead of i want pay i want pay.
i think shld really talk to sl all that first mah.
ok whatever.
i ask amirah whether want come band first.
she say she dont want.
then now still come.
like huh ?
gaah. aaron is a really good senior.
i like bring my ' argh ' feelings to band.
everydid. except him. the juniors like googoogahgah
he also dont mind.
i want him to be sl.
i really want.
ok blah blah
i go there with ' argh ' feelings
i came home really happy.
you see ! i cant hate band. !
i just love the band so much.
): im such a attention whore.
- slaps self -
sorry mayen i used your method. =x
oh relient k song lyrics are really meaningful.
thts why its christian rock.
but you dont have to be a christian to listen to relient k songs.
they are really meaningful like
i so hate consequences,
and i hate the person that i have been or something like that.
their lyrics hide alot of meaningful tips in life.
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