a B R I G H T E R D A Y,
this could be good.

these past few months have been the worst days of my life,
it like just before syf. everything is oh so wrong.
and it gets worst when the SILVER thing is slamped on our faces.
days have been worst until recently.
its just felt better. it felt oh so fresh.
it feels that i have grow alot from pre sec sch to sec one and to sec two.
it feels so. AHHH. i find myself much more rational -.-! and all that.
its like today damn lucky lar can.
this week is still as unlucky as the past but defintly MUCH BRIGHTER.
this could be good(:
everything starts to fall into its place. life is starting to feel perfect for me.
but if only one last NICEEEE little thing that i want could have happened.

{every new adjustment is a crisis in self-esteem}\